Tuesday, March 28, 2023
I Remember When My Father First Told Me I was A Prince, I Was Royalty Back Home, I Remember When He Told Me I Would Be Something Special In This World, I Never Took It Serious And I Wish I Can Say That Changed, My Name Is "Khandon" Which Means The Right Way . It Seems Like I Would've Been Able To Live Up To My Name But Instead I Did The Opposite. I Caused Pain & Suffering My Whole Life To My People & Was Always Labelled "The Bad Kid" Or "Hot boy" Should I Say? Now That I Am Grown I Can Truly Say I Learned From My Many Mistakes The Hard Way. Sometimes In Life We Fall Victim To The Many Pleasures. That In Many Eyes Believe It To Be A "Sin" It Is All Fun And Games Until You Feel The Karmic Effect & When It Hits You, You Just Want To Close Your Eyes And Pray. Will He Hear Me? Or Am I Speaking To Myself? Will He See That I Truly Need Him? Or Will He Judge Me Like Everyone Else. This Is Not A Pity Letter This Is Just The Questions That Come To Me Before I Lay My Head To Rest . Will He See The Roots And The Beginning Of My Good And Bad Deeds Or Will He Disown Me For My Ignorance. I Wonder ? My Step Mother Would Always Tell Me To Count My Blessings "Watch Who You Hang Around" Sooner Than She Knew I Was The Life Of The Problem. I Was The One Who Caused Anger & Humiliation Towards My Loved Ones. I Could Say I Always Loved, But I Was Always Blind To The Meaning Behind It. I Will Continue On To Say That Love Doesn't Have A Price. Love Is Genuine. Love Is Never Forced Or Rushed. Love Is Something You Have Inside Of You And Everybody Does, You Just Have To Learn To Love Yourself Before Sharing It Or It Will Be A Never Ending Chase Of Losing. That's When You Will Begin To Lose Yourself And The People In Your Life Will Begin To Label You "Crazy. The Doors Will Close & The Curtains Will Fall & Your Vision Will Begin To Appear Darker Than Usual And Your Thoughts Will Begin To Question Everything As If You Were Your Own Personal Therapist Or Should I Say Counsellor? My Older Sister Was My Counsellor, My Father Was My Teacher & My Step Mother Was My Coach Even If She Knew I Had To Learn The Hard Way & Miss Practice.
